Cynthia Cyn or Cindy. I'm 21 living in Miami.
Artist turned hospitality grad with a tendency to drink too much coffee, obsess over TV shows and celebrities, and talk to my cat.
i work too much and sleep too little. Give me good wine and take me to a new place and I might love you... but I probably won't.
Things I'm looking forward to:

Gaga NYC, 21st bday, The Sounds, Haim, Gaga Meet&Greet, First tattoo, Spooky Empire, Sara Bareilles 7/25
"   Won’t we be quite the pair? — you with your bad heart, me with my bad head.   "
-Zelda Fitzgerald (via 13neighbors)
"   Of course I am not worried about intimidating men. The type of man who will be intimidated by me is exactly the type of man I have no interest in.   "
-Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie. (via theblacksophisticate)
"   A bottle of wine was good company.   "
-Ernest Hemingway, The Sun Also Rises (via introspectivepoet)
"   I’m still in love with you because I don’t think I could ever forget the way you touched me like you meant it.   "
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You’re a Really Good Liar (#481: May 3, 2014)

Written for: anonymous

(via write2014)

"   It turned out this man worked for the Dalai Lama. And she said gently-that they believe when a lot of things start going wrong all at once, it is to protect something big and lovely that is trying to get itself born-and that this something needs for you to be distracted so that it can be born as perfectly as possible.   "
-Anne Lamott (via observando)
"   It is not enough in this world to be kindhearted.   "
-Lemony Snicket.
It’s really not sometimes. (via larebellefleur)
"   I’m self-sufficient. I spend a lot of time on my own and I shut off quite easily. When I communicate, I communicate 900 per cent, then I shut off, which scares people sometimes.   "
-Björk (via thepettywars)
"   It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for – and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool – for love – for your dreams – for the adventure of being alive.   "
-(via kevinidentity)
"   So, do it. Decide. Is this the life you want to live? Is this the person you want to love? Is this the best you can be? Can you be stronger? Kinder? More Compassionate? Decide. Breathe in. Breathe out and decide   "
-Meredith Grey  (via tea-storm)
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1. Make a playlist of all your favorite songs, old ones you may have totally forgotten about from middle school or ones that bring back good memories.

2. Take a walk outside. I find I only start to feel worse and wallow if I let myself melt into my bed and engage in the bad feelings.

3. Organize your drawers or closet. It feels good to be productive when you feel like a worthless idiot on the inside. You can look at your clean clothes and feel like a human again.

4. Eat something decadent. Make an ice cream sundae or smores. They’re not just for camping!

5. Go through your phone and delete anyone you no longer talk to or anyone who sucks and makes your life worse.

6. Draw. I have a stack of paper and some colored pencils for just such an occasion. It’s relaxing and fun and won’t stress you out.

7. Call your best friend. No one talks on the phone anymore. I hate it. Let’s all talk in voices!

8. Get some sparkly temporary tattoos and give yourself the weirdest tramp stamp ever. Or decorate your whole arm. Whatever. You know you loved it as a kid.

9. Re-read your favorite book. Highlight the passages that make you love it so much so you’ll never forget them.

10. Start watching “The Wire” or “Arrested Development,” whichever is more your speed at the moment. Indulge in some quality programming to remind yourself life is worth living and people still make good stuff.

11. Read everything you can find about your favorite sports team. If you’re not already, become an expert on the team’s history, statistics and players. It’ll take your mind off you for a while.

12. Go volunteer with animals in some way. Being around cuties and fluffies will brighten your mood, and so will helping those in need.

13. Write someone else a really nice email. Just an out-of-the-blue “thanks for being so great!” email. Why not?

14. Do some yoga poses. You can look them up online if you don’t know any. Try holding them and breathing slowly.

15. Go on Youtube and watch all the “fail” videos you can find. Be grateful you are not that person. Being you isn’t so bad!

16. Light some candles, turn off the lights and meditate for as long as you can hold it.

17. Or do the same and touch yourself. Have a little solo romance, among candles. Are you trying to seduce you?

18. Look up some family genealogy stuff on the internet. Did you know your great-great-great uncle owned a department store in Russia? Now you do! And hey, your ancestors probably had it a lot worse. Since you know, no plumbing and iPhones and stuff.

19. Futz around with your hair. Add some color or see what it would look like curly or in a beehive.

20. Do your make up. Make it look crazy or much thicker than you’d normally wear it. What would you look like as Amy Winehouse or Ke$ha? You’re in the comfort of your own home. Why not see?

21. Eat fruit. Fruit has sugars that can lift your mood. Go for the pineapple and blueberries. Or make yourself a smoothie.

22. If you have a journal, go back and read old entries. Remember all that stuff you cared about a year ago that now doesn’t matter?

23. Smile. Even if you don’t feel like it, sometimes moving the muscles in our face activates chemicals in our brains to lift our moods. Smiling when you don’t want to can actually help you feel better.

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- Karen Noble, 23 Ways To Feel Better Instantly (via feellng)
"   I do not desire mediocre love. I want to drown in someone.   "
-shydeiac  (via saintofsass)
"   I don’t fear commitment. I fear wasting my time.   "
-(via massiv3)
"   It is June.
I am tired of being brave.   "
-Anne Sexton  (via cosmicspread)
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"   Self love is the very first romance   "
-Akua Naru, Mo(u)rning   (via seulray)